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So the AP test is coming. I have taken two already, and I suppose this familiarity has made me a little calmer about the process. But then again, familiarity breeds contempt, and maybe this contempt will lower my potential to do well. If I hold the test itself in contempt, the issue really falls down to me. I can treat it as lesser than me, as something not worth doing, and watch my grade suffer, or I can visualize it as something contemptible for its ease, and blaze through it with a five. I suppose only time will tell. I can recount the tales of my previous AP essays, in order to calm my nerves, or at least feel the triumphant rush of knowing those tests are over and done, regardless of how I did. AP Calculus was wednesday of last week, and was honestly a mixed bag. The free-response questions were actually easier than I thought, with several I felt completely confident about and only a few that I had to take educated guesses on. The multiple choice was a little rough, with several questions focusing on specific concepts I had struggled with. I guess time will tell how I did. AP Bio I destroyed, due to good preparation and a heavily science-oriented brain. I only left one multiple choice question blank, and had to guess on just a few. The essays I felt very strong on, and I hope I did well overall.